This is why my prayer has been that the Lord would give me boldness and courage to ask people to partner with us. This not only allows us to do what we feel we have been called to do, but it also gives others an opportunity to be part of our lives, and the lives of the students and families at Doulos. This understanding is becoming more and more real to me.
I found this verse in Deuteronomy 31:6, and it has been my encouragement this week. It says, "Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the Lord your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you."
It was this verse that played over in my head while we were at dinner last night. Krista Wallace (director at Doulos) had emailed us to let us know that she was in town this weekend, and was wondering if we were available to get together. Strangely enough, she invited us to get together with another new Doulos staff member, for dinner at a families home in Mahtomedi (where she was staying). Small world. :)
During dinner, our host asked us about how we heard about Doulos, why we decided to go, and what we were most excited about and most apprehensive about. After we had all shared he asked the other new staff member, "So are you going to ask me to partner with you?" She looked at Krista, and then looked back at him, and asked him to partner with her. He said, "Yes, I would love to.." Then he asked if anyone else was feeling bold (looking directly at Robbie). Robbie asked him if he would partner with us, and he replied, "Yes, I would love to.." Then he looked at me. And my heart started to race, and tears came to my eyes, because who was this man that I had never met wanting to be part of our team? I had never befriended him, or helped his family. He had only invited us to his home, fed us, and then asked us if we wanted him to partner with us. With a shaky and unconfident voice I asked him if he would be interested in joining our support team, and he said, "Yes, I would love to." I would be lying to you if I didn't admit that at this point I was so overwhelmed with his family's generosity that I was a crying mess! You see, I failed to mention that this man serves on the Doulos Board, and has a strong passion for Doulos. After we had all asked him to partner with us, he encouraged us not to be afraid of asking people to partner. He said that it gives them an opportunity that they otherwise would not have. What a lesson to be learned!
Through more dinner conversation, his oldest daughter expressed an interest in becoming more involved with Doulos. As she was expressing this, our eyes locked. I took a gulp, and thought of the verse in Deuteronomy. I got the feeling that this night was no ordinary night, and that I was truly learning what it means to be bold. I looked at her again, this time with many tears in my eyes (and even more as I type this) and asked her if she would be interested in becoming more involved at Doulos through partnering with us. She said, "Yes, I would love to." Her younger sister said that she would help make this commitment. These are two of the most amazing girls I have ever met-their courage and boldness surely taught me a lesson last night!
God is good, and He does provide. I hope that this story serves as encouragement for you this week!
With love,
Meghan